legacy

I wonder what people will say about me when I’m finally gone. How many people will reminisce about me? How many people will miss me? I wonder how people would remember me for the person I was. Heck, I even wonder how many people would even notice I was gone once that last breath is taken. Don’t you ever think about it?

I think we all hope that by the time death welcomes us, our life will of meant something….anything. That we will have impacted at least one person in this world or made some sort of difference that made us being here significant. That being on this earth was not useless - that we were not useless. I think that’s why most of us feel lost most of the time; Because we want to find greatness so we could mean something other than just a forgotten face in history. But I have this funny feeling that we will never know how much we impacted this world, that we don’t even realize how many people we have affected in our lifetime.

But it would be nice to have some sense of what our legacy would one day be. By how being part of one persons life, even for a second, changed the course of their life. How making someone smile meant something to them. How you inspired someone or how your friendships with people really did mean something. And I wonder, when the last time someone utters your name and you’re truly gone, if the difference we have made in this world will still matter.

にゃ～～

今晩は！私は変態です！！ｗｗｗｗ

そしてここでは、パンダの絵だ。〜(￣△￣〜) (〜￣△￣)〜

パンダはかわいいです！！

私のブログを読んでいただきありがとうございます！ (≧∇≦)/

お休みなさい！ (。･д･)ﾉﾞ

夢が叶うん

 ♥

How cruel this world can be, but at the same time how beautiful it can be.

Something came to mind today, everything in life seem so different now. I remember when I was younger, I wanted to get married at the age of 21. So when I was 16 years old, I was kinda scare that no one would actually love me. But look at me now? I'm going to be 20 on December and I'm still single. The thought of wanting to get married at 21 just disappear. I also remember when I was younger, I wanted to be a florist because I like flower, but soon after I want to be a baker because I used to bake with my mother. But when I finished high school, reality hit me and I started to get scare of what my future would be. I wanted to go study, but I couldn't get a loan from the government. So, the studies idea just drop. But with lots of up and down. I get to be where I am today.

What I'm trying to say is, sometimes what we dreamed of having/be when we were younger, don't really come up to be when we grow up. At some age when you hit mid 20's or early 30's some even before 20's you will realize how cruel this world can be, but at the same time how beautiful it can be.

Make up!

So, a friend of mine showed me her old and now pic of her skin and make up skill. So I guess I show mine too :)

Before:(Skin)
Oh god why! At that time I have horrible skin. Pimples and blackheads everywhere! You can see how oily my face is at that time!Oh and look at that stress out face too!

Now: (Skin)

Now I take very good care of my skin and health. But because I'm working and staying up late because of work, I get eye bags and also the stress out look(Not as bad as last time laa). And don't mind the uneven bangs, I couldn't stand the length so I cut it myself because my hair stylish wasn't in town. :( 

Before:(make up)

This was taken mid last year for a friend's wedding. And Damn, my make up skill was bad. I couldn't even draw a proper eye liner. 

Now: (make up)

BAM, now I look like some bishie! As you can see, I have a wide nose and long face. I used to hate these two flaws the most, but after playing around with make up and talking to professional make up artists. I came to love my flaws. Instead of hating them, I should use them as my advantage. With some skill, I can make my nose look like I have a higher bridge. And with my long face, I can cosplay as a boy! And if I wanna cosplay as a girl with round cute face with the power of make up, it can be done so!

(P.S I was doing a costest for Okita Sogo from the anime Gintama)

Anyhow, that is all :)

Good night. xoxo :)

My HK Trip.

Sorry for the MIA, I have been so busy with my new job and with election and etc.. Anyhow, I don't really know what to post, but how about my HK Trip pictures? I will only post a few.. I will post the rest in my FB, so you can check it out there.

I'm too lazy of a person to post it here. So there you go. I will try my best to post it all in my FB. OTL

ランダム～～

So today I be typing in Japanese. I still suck at it, so please don't kill me ;_;

こんばんわ、私はほんとに幸せです。なぜならマラソンキャンセルされました！！今わ訓練するもっと時間お得。今まわめまいぉ感じる。だからつまりすべてせす。ランダム投稿の申し訳ありません。お休みなさい。ＷＷＷＷＷ

Translation~
Today, I am very happy. Because the marathon was cancel!! Now I have more time to train. So that's all. I feel dizzy now. Sorry for the random post. Goodnight. Hahahahaha