There is nothing to be sad about here

One day, you will die.

You will stop and the world will carry on.
Lovers will love.
Others will shop, laugh and cry.
Sometimes alone.
Sometimes together.

The radio will keep playing.
But you will be gone.
Only the love you gave, the souls you touched and the people you changed, will remain.
They will carry on for you.
They will pick up where you left off.

There is nothing to be sad about here

Today is the last day of the year and also my birthday. This is year, alot has happen. Many people came in my life. Many left. Many good things happen. But at the same time, it's the same as the bad.

There are times, when I want to give up on everything and just fall. But god is with me when times was hard. He always showed me that, someone cared. When I drop and break my hopes. He comes and show me how much I have accomplished. When I drop and tell myself. No one cares. He comes and show me, there are many who cares.

It's funny how, fate plays with us. He took many loves one from me.. But gave me better ones.

Forever

I'm getting used to be lonely.
The longing for your touch.
Oh, how I miss it.

The night you held me.
When you told me,
"I hope this hug can protect you."

I miss you, I miss you.
There is nothing more I can do.
But I love you.

Did you know that night?
Where everything ended.
I thanked to the heaven silently.

The loneliness and hurt was hell.
The lies and betray was a nightmare
But I will always love you.

I hold myself,
and whisper to myself.
"Forever"

21/12/2012

So, it's the so called end of the world. Some people actually believe it and some thinks it's all BS. For me? If it's real, it's real. If it's not.. yahoo? I don't really care to be honest. We can't blame the heavens if they want to end the world today. For we have been worst over the past century. So let's take John Lennon song "imagine" and let us think what have the world become.


Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people living for today

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people living life in peace

You, you may say
I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people sharing all the world

You, you may say
I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one
I hope some day you'll join us
And the world will live as one

Hello,stranger

I wrote this with the feeling of missing someone. That someone is more like a stranger to me now.

Hello, stranger - you came just in time

I look for your face in a crowd, or in line

Hello, stranger - not a moment too soon
See, that old picture's fading in the drawer of my room
Now memories have gone lost, tears have come loose
There were accidents involving stitches, spill milk
Colors were shown, and one time I got sick
But it's nothing for I couldn't catch up with you.

Hello, stranger - I saved you a place
And it hardly seems strange now that I've seen your face.

How I feel today.

He is trying his best.

Before, my father wasn't a good father. I didn't have a pretty childhood like most people have. Yes, I do know that, there are times where our father would scold us and some might even beat us. But, to my eyes. I call that a loving family. I used to dislike my father very much. Because, he wasn't there when I needed a father the most.

But time have shown my father, that he wasn't good father to me and my brothers. So, he is starting now. I guess it's better late than never.

To start off, he knew that I wanted a laptop badly. And I was saving up for it. But, after I found out my tooth was infected and had to spent a sum of money for the surgery, he gave me the cash and told me to take care of myself. Soon after, he got me a laptop. And from what I heard from my brother, he is paying for my trip to Hong Kong next year.

So, this morning. I thanked my father and hugged him and kissed his cheek. I dare say it's the most awkward moment I have ever face. I can say that, my father doesn't know how to show his love to me and my brothers. So he is like throwing money at us. I can see that he is trying his best. 

6th anniversary.

On the 29th of Nov was my mother's 6th year anniversary for her passing. How time flies. I still remember the night when she passed. I couldn't sleep for a whole week. My house lights was turn on, to let my mother spirit to return home before she go forward. The soft cries from my father, the bitter and regretfull moan from my aunt. The sad sod from my grandmother and warm tears I shed.

My mother was a very beautiful woman. She was smart and very talented. She could do anything. But she was too beautiful for this world.

How I wish to see her again. To hear her call my name. Feel her kisses and touch. Mummy, I miss you so much.