It's the twilight hour and I woke up with cold sweat, shortness of breath and tears rolling down my cheek. It's the nightmare that I dream from time to time, I don't know what it's means. But I do know, an incident that happened a few years ago. That moment will always be buried in me, the fear I felt, the tears I cried. I still remember clearly how it happened. The feelings of his hands around my neck, the madness in his eyes, it's hunts me. No matter how hard I try, this memory will always be with me. Tormenting me.  

Happy Birthday to you.

Working hard and forgetting,
Looking for new hope,
Did you see that?
The light in her.

Maybe it's right now,
The time starts here.
Music played around us,
Happy Birthday to you.

Kuroko No Basket Photo shoot.

Last Sunday ( 23rd of Feb) me and my friend did a cosplay photoshoot. It's Kuroko no Basket but it's Kise X Aomine wedding shoot. I cosplayed as Kuroko and it was really hard to cosplay him! All he does is do poker face and I can't help but keep laughing and smiling. Don't really what to post but here are some picture.

Me as Kuroko. What do you think? Did I pull him off? 

A normal Picture 

 AND

A summer news report 

Kise - Red Kidding

Aomine - Mokuto Rei

Momoi - Wumei Ying Ying Chang

Kuroko - McAlySugar (me)

Kagami - 水银狐

Midorima - Wong Jinn Vien

Takao - X Ku Shao

Akashi - Ritsu Rachel

Murasakibara - Wong Jinn Vien,

Photog - Azhar Panda & Shero Line 

That's all for now XOXO~

To be a good PR is to be a good Player.

As I have said in my past post, I'm back to school. I like to take this change for more reason to blog. Haha. For I guess I will post daily things that happened in college and what assignment I'm working on, etc.

So, I'm going to start with yesterday class. For today, I don't have any class.

Yesterday, I only had one class and that is one of my many subject in PR. So my lecturer asked me and my classmate to presence our last week assignment and I failed miserably. My essay was good, according to my lecturer. But not my presentation, it was horrible. I was nervous like hell and I kept on choking on my words. After that was over, my lecturer told us that we need to be confident. PR is all about confident. Even if we are wrong in our result, we still need to be confident and say it's right. * I find that funny*

After that, she even quote this " To be a good PR is to be a good Player " She even said " Be a slut, but an expensive slut. Don't let anyone touch you."

I was MIA but I'm back!

Ohai! I apologize for not updating lately! Have been really busy with Chinese New Year, training for the coming marathon and also College!

Yes! I'm back to school! Going back to school was a big challenge for me because I have been working ever since I finish High School. I was scare of many things. Like " What if classmate are all younger than me? Who just finish high school." " what is they won't be my friends because I'm weird or etc." Honestly speaking, I'm the 2nd oldest in my class and everyone though that I just finished high school last year! Lol! When I told them I'm actually 21 years old, they were all so surprise! You can see all the disappointed face from the boys haha!

College life is actually pretty hard, I dare say harder than working. I start my class at 9am and finish at 6pm. Have many assignment to do. My 1st assignment was to write an essay about JFK in 2500 words. It was really hard for me because I didn't know much about him and I spent two days in the library and almost a day to finish everything.

1st day of college was really hard for me. I didn't know anyone and my classmate didn't talk to me because.. I don't know, maybe I look like a loner? Someone even asked me if I'm an introvert. Do I look like one? I don't know. But soon after, I got to know my classmate and it seem pretty good. Many funny things happen and things that made me go WTF, yes it happen so often that it feels normal after awhile.

My next assignment title is "What makes a community?" I'm dying. I don't know how to do this shit and I am suppose to do it now. But I'm typing this blog. *laughs* I'm dead. Orz

Well that's all for now. Will update soon about college and also some anime review?

Xoxo~~

Anime review : Saint Onni-San. Saint Young Men.

Saint Onni-san is about Jesus and Buddha came to earth for a holiday. There are only 2 episode, but it was satisfying. It's funny how they make fun of other religion and yet at the same making fun of their own. Even tho, I'm a Buddhism I like Jesus in this anime. He is really cute and adorable, but Buddha have a fair share of his comedy pair. My rating for this anime would be a good 10/10. If you can't stand Religious discrimination, I suggest that you step far away from this anime. 

Why is butterfly called Butterfly?

Did you ever wonder where the butterfly got its name from? I did a research on it and what I found, according to the Old English (and Dutch) word for butterfly was “buttorfleoge”, the people before thought that butterfly steal butter from uncovered milk.

“Buttorfleoge” was then generalized into “butterfly” for  easier usage. But that’s just the general name. Each butterfly belongs to a special species, and has it’s own binomial nomenclature, which depends on the size, weight, and coloring.